I will be all that you want ...

TINY MINI

Its been a pretty long time that I never post a single thing. I've been busy with work in the morning on weekdays. And in the afternoon, I will go to sleep because I'm tired. On the other hand, I can't no longer borrow sister laptop because she knew I use her's secretly without permission, and apparently she changed her password. Okay lame. Basically, if I needed a laptop for myself, I'd rather bought a netbook or notebook for myself, a mini one. And I will get them soon probably by next week. And I'm waiting for my final and last pay which is next week. I can buy a mini laptop for myself. I can do whatever I want.

Anyway, I'm at work now. Its so boring. One of my colleague has to go down to the EIP room for the H1N1 flu vaccine help-out, while me staying here with the two aunties. Well okay, they're alright to me. Hehe.

And now I am using the HR laptop. I got nothing much to do as there's no staff coming to have a screening.

I still have not applied my next job/second job. I'm wondering should I take Part-Time or Permanent job? I need money desperately. I guess I must take Permanent job instead.

S***! My legging has a hole. I accidentally sctretch my leg and didn't realize there's a sharp underneath the table. So, in order to avoid people seeing it, I use a tape and paste it inside so that it will not visible. This is one and only my favorite legging and it has a hole. :'(

Mood

I will be extending 1 week of working next week.

Anyway, today is really a heartache work. There's 200 over staff coming in for health screening.

And me from being a 'pissed off' mood to a happy mood. Thanks to the group of Philippine guys who made me laugh. I took their Blood Pressure, and its freaking high. Lol. So I told them to rest for about 5-7 minutes. And they still talk and talk and talk to me. We like had a good conversation, as if we're like close-friends. Haha. We are strangers, okay.

Goodbye!

xoxo Shikin

Memories

Alhamdulillah syukur kepada ALLAH. I am eighteen as of today. I've live in a planet called Earth for eighteen years. Everything little things turned out to be okay. But somehow, I can't stand it. No matter what, I still can handle the consequences and now, it's okay, I have nothing to worry about. I thought I was just born yesterday, trust me. I am not lying.

Just so you know, I remembered that day I was born. I just don't why I can remember when I was a baby, most people can't remember anything. I rememeber mummy put on my diapers. I remember mummy put me to sleep. I remember sister shower me. I remember I fell at Tampines Interchange in 1993 where I give a chase (kiasu) bus 293, in the end I fell and fractured my right leg. I remember I was wearing that ugly kental wheel shoe, you know a shoe with a small wheel below it, I don't know what's that called, oh, I was wearing that when I was 10 years old, during raining day, and I fell and fractured my left wrist. Cool! I remember my first day of school at Tampines West CC Kindergarten. I cried out loud, cos I'm so scared. Kental! I pee in class when I was in Primary 2, Mr Samsuri won't allow me go to the toilet, because he thought that I was lying, but truly I AM NOT LYING. So, I can't stand, I pee in class. I always go to the toilet, just to play around, and hate studying, and that's why Mr Samsuri don't trust me. Lol! I miss him. I remember my favorite Mother Tongue (Malay) Teacher, Madam Salamah. She's the best! I love her. I remember I participated 2 houses (blue and green) in Primary School days in Junyuan Primary. I am very sporty. I remember I don't eat every recess time, I had the money of buying silly things at bookshop. Lmao. I rememeber I boarded bus 293 on the way home, without paying a cent, I don't have money, I don't know how to walked home, so I just sneek into the bus, and yes it was freaking crowded at that time, good idea, Shikin. I remember I cried outside 7-11, I don't have the money to buy food. And the counter people shoo me away. Asshole! And the abang from the Curtain shop laugh out loud at me and said "Haha, padan muka kau". I was 7-year-old at that time. And now, he works at Joo Chiat Complex. He still remember me. Lol!

There's whole lots more ...

I REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE THING !!

:D

xoxo Shikin

Life's Passed Through

I am so bloody tired now. I feel like asking mum to massage my both leg. My job decided to extend for a week to the staff who 'last minute' appears. But they needed 3 person to work, I guess. Had a short conversation with the HR manager recently regarding the 1-week extend. I do not know if I could come and work. Coz I'm afraid some other jobs may call me. I will inform him sooner probably tomorrow if I were to come or not to come. I love working in a hospital industry. Unfortunately, working in a hospital, is so freaking tired, you will need to OT, while some departments are office hours, but its not that optional to OT, in fact, if you needed double-pay, so why not OT, right? I asked my mum whether working in a hospital suits me. She said its up-to-me to decide. Frankly, I made up my mind. I planned to work in a office company. But it must be office hours. Hospital Industry is fun, but it's tired. I am still searching for jobs. I don't care if its part-time or full-time. I need money. Lol. Ooohhh, somebody finally has her own CPF account. Woot. Its' me. Hehe. My insurance is now under Great Eastern Life. I do not know if I wanted to switched to NTUC Income Insurance or just stay Great Eastern Life. I'm confused. I am still new. So, I will need my siblings to help me out with this. I need to check out my SingPass soon.

I will work and work and work. I need more money in my CPF account for my future life. And I need money for my own savings. :)

Anyway, I'm off to sleep later. Coz I'm really really really tired.

xoxo Shikin

Haha. Boyband. Lol.

Lol. They are my favourite when I was a little. :)

Aawww, I live this hindi song. I like the guy holding the guitar. He's cute.

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH !!

DISASTER

What is happening to my Music? Is it not working or just pretending to be error? Okay, I will fix it some other time, not today. I have to sleep now. I'm tired. I got dark circles. I got eyebags. My body is aching. My feet is aching. I gotta eat Panadol Extra later. Phew, tomorrow and sunday is my off-day. And I can sleep a little longer time, no more waking up at 5am on weekends. :)

Toodles.

xoxo Shikin

Shikin 18 years old Sengkang, Singapore

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